Erstwhile Okie on St. Mark's Place. "That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past."
Test writing from Quill
How to Self-Promote Your Novel
Had fun doing the last video so figured I'd do another.
How to Write a Novel on a Manual Typewriter
Transcribing a novel with my manual typewriter is most of what I've been doing with my free time. Today I had the day off for Juneteenth and no kids so thought "if I'm doing something cool and I don't make a video and share it, did it even really happen? Et voila."
Something I've appreciated about writing out a book long hand is that I can put a bracket around each section I write at a time, and put a date to it and sometimes a note; "Written in the lobby of a Charleston Hotel", or "On a free weekend while the boys are visiting their grandparents".
Transcribing it this morning I hit a striking bit. One section I noted was written at my then-girlfriend's apartment while she worked from home. The block ends abruptly because she finished work and we were free to go out for the evening. I wasn't always very disciplined or diligent with the writing because the next block is two months later and notated that the relationship had ended.
Of course anything you read that gives the illusion of a single cohesive telling was in reality punctuated by thousands of bits of life, but it's striking to be able to see it spelled out. To know that on a girl's dining room table I wrote "from where I lie" and then I closed my notebook and clicked my pen, not to reopen the notebook or click the pen again until two months later when I'd sigh and scribble down "I heard the shuffle".
And now, alone in my apartment on a holiday I type them out continuously as a single sentence.
I don't have any real justification for it, but when I was about to start on my latest novel in February of 2025 I decided I was going to write it out longhand, which I'd never done before.
Maybe part of it is that I spend all day in front of a computer for work and didn't want writing to be more of the same. And maybe the speed and ease of typing makes me more inclined to fill space with things that aren't necessary. But ultimately I probably just thought it would be neat to have a whole book written out by hand.
Well, 15 months later, I finished writing it out. It shouldn't have taken that long but there were long gaps where I let the notebook gather dust for months at a time. It was only after my break-up when I stopped going out or talking to people that I started putting every free minute into it and got across the finish line.
Phase two now, which is equally fanciful and hard-to-justify, is transcribing it with my manual typewriter. I'm not doing any meaningful revisions as I do this. It's just kind of fun and produces what I think is a pretty cool-looking manuscript. I guess it does force a pretty close reading to remind myself of anything I may have forgotten about.
Hunter S. Thompson supposedly typed out The Great Gatsby once just to absorb the style. Don't know how that relates to my situation but it does pop into my head.
I need to update this antiquated site to make it easier to share TikTok / Instagram / YouTube videos, but who has the time?
As a kid, I used to be much more interested in publicizing myself than creating any work worth publicizing (eg. in high school, my friend and I decided to make an independent film, and our first order of business was making film-branded t-shirts).
Getting older and looking back on it, I felt so embarrassed, I swung the other way and worked on things and never told anyone about them.
But now, I'm trying to land somewhere in the middle, and in the midst of a constantly shifting publishing-ecosystem, I figure its worth taking advantage of the egalitarian entry point of social media, so I've (cynically) started a series of mini-videos snarkily reviewing the first lines of novels.
Hopefully I can build up some kernel of literate followers that might make it easier to pitch myself to publishers.
You can check out the first entry in the series (Reviewing the opening lines of novels) at:
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pgmccullough/video/7536000328789921054
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNEuSITRAp6/
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/00ZtWDz94j8
Would appreciate any TikTok followers...
View from the inevitable Hampton Inn in Monticello. Fun contrast to an Instagram post a couple of weeks ago at the Four Seasons in Casablanca as though that were real life.
I've wanted to write about the past couple of months. Fasting through a Lent that encompassed my fortieth birthday and the thirtieth anniversary of my dad's death and concluded with falling in love and finding myself alone again in the cave Mary Magdalene lived in somewhere outside Marseilles. But you flip through Netflix and feel so overwhelmed with the sheer volume of stories; of what value is ones own? I think Ayn Rand had a quote that was something like "Just because it happened to you does not make it interesting."
On the flight back from Morocco I sat next to a girl who journals then throws them away. I always felt like those were the real writers. It might represent a larger flaw of mine, that if no one reads it and loves it, it (and by extension I) has no worth.
Petition for phones to not autocorrect "its" to "it's". Half the time my phone gets it wrong and it's error is mortifying.
I was tempted to frame some grandiose post around this, but then the day went by and meh... Some time last summer after weeks of just sort of idly goofing off at the gym, I finally thought I'd give myself a concrete goal; a mile in 10 minutes on the treadmill. It was miserable but I managed and realized it was not difficult physically, the constraints were entirely mental.
I aspired to be able to run a 5k (5 kilometers = 3.107 miles). Knew I could, but it always seemed difficult to imagine. Doing 1.25 miles was hard. So was 1.5. so was 1.75. And 2. I fought to hit each one and then, having proved I was capable of it, never let myself do less.
Funny enough, after 2, none of the other increases were that hard.
Anyway. It's a tiny accomplishment that probably puts me into the elite company of the majority of all healthy adults. But I worked every day at it for months, no one knowing or watching. No one holding me to it or caring if I abandoned it.
I think most of the most meaningful things we do in a life are like that. I've been working on a novel even longer and in much the same way.
No real conclusion.
RIP to this trusty little Sierra Slip-On Incense Cedar pen I picked up over the summer at East Village Postal and have had on my person every day since. The top finally stripped the barrel. Was very fond of it.
First day really back in the swing of things. Re: New Year's Resolutions, ran 1 mile at 7mph on the treadmill. Possible McSweeney's idea inspired by my eight-year-old gifting me a mug for Christmas with a picture of a grinning donut inscribed "Donut Know What I'd Do Without My Dad". Overly earnest thank-you note from estranged father reflecting on his own father's murder. "I too might once have thought I donut know what I'd do".
Well I certainly seem to have achieved my goal of getting myself to use my website more... Spent much of the day fiddling with it. Added a fancy little background pattern I like and integrated an API to replace the GPS coordinates with a place name (hover your mouse over the blue pin at the top right and it says "Cochecton, New York", for instance). Also, my main use of the site is that it has a little control panel that only I see when logged in that has a custom email client I built. Emails I receive get routed through the Postmark API, which sends a post query to my server which I then write to my site's database. I've never gotten around to dealing with attachments, which come as a massive string of random characters. Today, finally set it up so that said random characters get converted into files and sent to my Amazon Web Services hosting account so I can access them. Satisfying little achievement for a lazy day. My next goal is to integrate Socket.IO to notify me of new emails, but no idea if/when I'll get to that. Also managed to finally start revising the novel. Honestly I'd been reluctant; so often I set out to fix up a flawed draft in editing, then get so turned off in revisiting it that I shove it in a drawer. Encouragingly though, I gave myself such a strict checklist of what I was actually looking for in this read-through that I was able to go through it in a more detached way than usual.
Novel-ty
Last night at 8:08pm I finished the first draft of a novel.
This is the eighth time that’s happened. It’s funny to look back on each prior instance. The first, the summer of my freshman year of high school (though I think it was probably more a novella. Long since lost, which is no loss at all, it might have been 40,000 words. I wrote the whole thing on an antique manual typewriter. 🙄), the second, a few months after I’d graduated high school and married, at the desk in the corner of a sunny bedroom in our first apartment.
Most of the rest took place in the study of our Brooklyn apartment during a very productive four years and three months that concluded with the purchase of a house and a move upstate in January of twenty-ten.
Upstate I had to work a lot more to make a living than I had in the city. And all I really wanted was a family, so between jobs and small kids there wasn’t much time to write. But after getting a decent position at the local college and the kids getting old enough to entertain themselves, I tried to pick it back up as I’d always meant to do.
I finished the seventh novel in the summer of twenty-nineteen in my study in Callicoon. The second floor of a sweet old house that looked out over the hamlet’s Main Street and the Delaware River just beyond it and a hilly wall of northeastern Pennsylvania rising up out of the valley beyond that. It was one I’d meant to write since at least two-thousand-and-five; a sort of narrative-non-fiction centered around my great-great grandfather, who got the electric chair for murder, and his son, a deputy sheriff in the town in which the murder occurred.
I’d written it for my sons. I’d spent so much of my life trying to find my father by finding his father and his and his and his, I wanted to put it all down so that if either of my sons felt inclined to look they would have an easier time of it. I shared it with a couple of friends for feedback, did a bit of half-hearted revision, but ultimately realized it wasn’t really for anyone else. So as was the case with most of the books I’d written, I didn’t ever make any effort to get it published.
At any rate, when I, last night at 8:08pm, tapped out the 101,476th word of a first draft, it wasn’t an especially thrilling, satisfying, or novel experience. So then what am I writing all this for? Well, I got the thing done largely by setting a routine for myself that I stuck to pretty diligently for maybe the first time in my life. If I’d known how much time I’d find myself with as a divorced weekend-dad, I would have bailed earlier! Though then again, if I’d known how expensive it would be, I would never have left. Of course neither statement is true.
But after writing the first chapter of a draft in July of twenty-twenty-one, and then abandoning it, I picked it back up this past summer. And with a daily output only broken for a couple of weeks in September when COVID finally caught up with me, I’ve been writing so regularly I’m not sure what else to do with my evenings.
So here we are. Another novel, but this time around I mean to do everything I can to sell it. Why? Because 1) I want to be rich and famous. And 2) I have always believed in finding the most ludicrous possible solution to any problem and literary fiction meets that requirement.
I have a pretty clear and convoluted multi-phase revision process planned which I figured I might try and document here just obliquely enough to seem interesting. Also, the other day I was talking with a writer friend much more successful than me (which isn’t saying much) and he was lamenting the fact that the Penguin Random House-Simon & Schuster merger deal anti-trust hearings had brought out documents and figures showing that only 2% of titles sell even five thousand copies, and that the first question a publisher asks an author nowadays is how many TikTok followers they have. I don’t intend to get on TikTok--I deleted Facebook and Twitter and barely have an Instagram--but I thought I might at least show some sign of life online.
It started off as a sort of tamer Hunter S. Thompson hedonist travelogue--light, fun reading--but wound its way to an exploration of love and mental illness with a surprisingly devastating ending. Sort of book that makes you want to know the author.
Reading BRIDGE OF SIGHS--don't understand how it is that Richard Russo can be so great without being very good.











