Erstwhile Okie on St. Mark's Place. "The struggle itself towards the heights is enough to fill a man's heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy."

When I first built this site, it was an attempt to make something that could be my own personal facebook / instagram / twitter site that I was in complete control of. I even downloaded all of my Facebook and Instagram posts at the time and imported them since the main thing that kept me on Facebook at the time was the "memories" feature.
Later on, I imagined maybe I could build it in such a way that other people could download and host it and add their own name and bio and pictrue, etc... and quickly have their own personal social media.
Then, I imagined that maybe I could give these different sites the ability to connect to one another via some central registry, allowing them to see other sites' posts on their own, and like and share and comment, etc... without ever leaving their own personal domain. But ultimately, social media is only ever as successful as the number of people you know on it, and setting up your own site and hosting it was never going to attract many people.
A couple of years ago, a service called Mastodon came into existence, which had a similar premise. You host your own account (or use one of many, many sites out there, eg. https://mastodon.social) and it can be viewed, liked, etc... by any other Mastodon account.
For a hot minute, when Elon Musk was buying Twitter, it seemed like it might take off, but ultimately I think it was just too confusing for it to ever be mass-adopted.
At any rate, on a whim, I refactored this site to integrate with Mastodon, so if I create a post (like this one), it displays here like it always has, but also publishes to Mastodon (in places like this: https://mastodon.social/@patrick@pg.mccullo.ug) and I have a feed (visible only to me) of other Mastodon users I follow. Unfortunately, right now it's just the creator and a bot that spits out Mastodon stats and analytics. I couldn't find anyone else that seemed very interesting. I got excited to find Stephen Fry, but his last post is from 2023. But it's been a fun distraction from the lingering ache of a breakup...
